Thursday, March 29, 2018

I CAN ONLY IMAGINE (The Movie)


It is rare that a movie as deep and emotionally powerful as I CAN ONLY IMAGINE comes around.  Named after the song by MercyMe, this movie is based on the true story of MercyMe lead singer Bart Millard’s life, from his childhood days up to that moment when “I Can Only Imagine,” the song, topped the Christian music charts and established itself as what many consider to be the greatest song in music history.

 

J. Michael Finley stars at Bart Millard, playing the role so well that it is easy to forget that we are not watching the real Bart Millard.  The standout performance, however, comes from Dennis Quaid as Arthur Millard, Bart’s abusive father whose humanity still shines through, even when he is at his worst.  This is Dennis Quaid's greatest acting performance that I have ever seen. 

Bart did not have an easy childhood, but as we can trust from Romans 8:28, God worked it all together for good, as the music of MercyMe has touched the lives of millions, with “Almost There,” their debut album featuring “I Can Only Imagine,” going triple platinum, and counting. 

 

Country star Trace Adkins gives a strong performance as Scott Brickell, MercyMe’s manager who shows confidence in Bart’s abilities, but makes it clear that Bart truly shines when he sings songs that he genuinely feels passionate towards, in his heart. 

 

Without providing a spoiler and explaining why, the viewers will also likely leave the movie with a whole new level of respect for Amy Grant, who is played convincingly by Nicole DuPort. 

 

Madeline Carroll also shines as Shannon, Bart’s girlfriend, whose presence becomes a significant subplot in the story of MercyMe’s quest for stardom, and Bart’s relationship with his father.

 
There is so much more to say about what an amazing movie this is, but it is best if you just go and see for yourself.  You will feel the characters' emotions, and leave with an even greater appreciation for what is truly one of the greatest songs ever written, as the journey to that song was divinely ordained. 

This movie is definitely worth your time!
 
 
 
 
 

Tuesday, March 6, 2018

THIRTEEN REASONS WHY (Season 1)


THIRTEEN REASONS WHY is a controversial Netflix Series that has yielded a large spectrum of opinions and emotions from viewers and critics.  It appropriately has thirteen episodes and involves an ensemble cast of incredibly talented actors and actresses, all of whom truly become their characters on the screen.  Some of the characters are likeable, while some are despicable.  For the purpose of this review, I only provide pictures of the likeable youth in this show.  This review is loaded with spoilers, so for those who have not seen this show, but plan to, be warned.


The central character is Clay Jensen (Dylan Minnette) a high school student who is dealing with the death of two of his friends, one of whom, Hannah Baker (Katherine Langford) is a girl who Clay had a huge crush on, one that was reciprocated, but that never materializes into a steady relationship, both due to shyness, confusion, and typical high school male “nice guy” obliviousness on Clay’s end, and an acquired distrust in guys mixed with a low self-esteem, on Hannah’s end.  Clay is a very likeable protagonist who may have his flaws, but is a very relatable character in many ways.


Hannah’s suicide is exposition to the story.  The story begins when Clay returns home to find a mysterious box of seven two-sided audio cassette tapes, the final of which has a blank side B.  He begins to play the first tape and realizes that they were left by Hannah as audio suicide notes, each side of each tape implicating someone whose actions she regards as being responsible for her suicide.  The tapes include the warning that a second copy exists, and that if anyone destroys the first copy, the second copy will be broadcast in a very public manner.  Hannah gives the instruction and explanation that the tapes are to be listened to in their entirety in sequential order, and then passed on to the next person, the next reason.  The tapes initially were given from a third party friend who Hannah left them with, to the person implicated on tape 1 side A.  That person is then responsible for passing them off to the person implicated on tape 1 side B, until all thirteen people, all thirteen reasons have received the tapes, and heard all thirteen reasons Hannah gives for her suicide.  Clay is very upset that he is on the tapes, and does not know which number reason he is, or what he did to even be on the tapes.  We find out in the first episode, however, that Clay is not the first reason.


Right away, some people may take issue with this premise.  Deliberate unassisted suicide is ultimately a decision made strictly by the person committing the suicide.  It is a shunning of personal responsibility to blame it on even one second party, much less a multitude of others.  There is also the fear that this could plant ideas in the heads of others who are feeling suicidal, as a way to stick it to people who the suicidal feel have ruined their lives.  The show never brings up the alternative of forgiveness, through the grace of God, combined with an understanding that vengeance is the Lord’s.  It is therefore very understandable why some people would take issue with this show and refuse to let their own impressionable children watch it. 


On the other hand, this show helps reveal how extreme the consequences of what may come across as minor bullying behaviors can be.  The messages can help teens think twice before treating others with a disregard for their feelings and emotions.  It also reveals to parents, the living hell that even their seemingly well-adjusted teenagers may be experiencing in the war zones that we refer to as schools.


All thirteen episodes constantly weave back and forth on the timeline, showing things that happened during the time frame of Hannah’s tapes, and the present tense of Clay listening to the tapes, and processing everything that is going on.


Reason one was that a guy named Justin (Brandon Flynn), who Hannah went on one date with took a racy photo of Hannah when she was sliding down a slide in a skirt.  He proceeded to show the photo around at school, as it got texted around school, accompanied by the untrue claim from Justin that he had sexual intercourse with Hannah.  Justin is the type of guy who “nice guys” detest in that he radiates sleaze that every guy can clearly see, yet some young ladies have trouble detecting.  Even when some young ladies see it, they feel sorry for him over his unhealthy home situation, while the “nice guy,” in this case, Clay, feels slighted, jealous, and devastated that the girl of his fancy would even as much as consider talking to a guy like that, much less dating him.


Reason two was that Hannah’s friend Jessica (Alisha Boe) stopped being friends with her, under the false impression that Hannah was messing around with Jessica’s then boyfriend.  Jessica was totally wrong, and her faulty allegation hurt Hannah badly.  Jessica remains a rather dislikeable character throughout the show, both due to her off-putting arrogant personality, and her intolerable naivety in her eventual dating of Justin.


Reason three was that Hannah’s friend Alex (Miles Heizer), Jessica’s exboyfriend, put Hannah’s name down on a dehumanizing, objectifying list of girls in the school as the girl who has the best butt.  This led to Hannah being further viewed as an object, even to the point of being physically harassed as a senior boy grabbed her butt.  Alex made this terrible mistake, but overall, he was a likeable character who showed genuine remorse for his behavior.  Unfortunately, in the final episode, it is revealed that he was in the hospital, due to a self-inflicted gunshot wound to the head.  Last we hear is that he is in critical condition.


Reason four was that a peeping tom classmate named Tyler (Devin Druid) was standing outside Hannah’s window, and snapping pictures.  He eventually got a picture of Hannah kissing another girl.  Hannah was not a lesbian.  This girl dared her to do it.  Tyler, for his part, despite his completely inappropriate stalking behavior, became a comparatively likeable character, as a frequent victim of bullying, himself.  Towards the end of the thirteen episodes, his likeability dramatically decreases, as Tyler amasses an arsenal of weapons, and hangs pictures of his intended targets for his hit list.  Season one ends, however, before he executes these actions.  Still, it provides insight into the mind of a school shooter. 


Reason five was that the girl who Hannah kissed, Courtney (Michele Selene Ang) , when pressed on the manner, claimed that it was part of a sexual encounter that involved a guy.  She was willing to further throw Hannah’s reputation under the bus, in this manner, to protect her two gay fathers.  Courtney did not want to admit to being a lesbian, because she felt that those who oppose gay adoptions would have a field day with the idea that the adopted daughter of two gay men would turn out gay, too.  Regardless of the show’s intent, or the fact that the characters were fictional, the message sent was that children of gay couples have to furthermore fear that if they were to come out as gay, their homosexuality will be used as evidence to fuel an agenda to oppose allowing gay couples to adopt.   Courtney never becomes a likeable character on the show, and seems to lack both integrity and remorse to the very end of the season.


Reason six is a guy named Marcus (Steven Silver) who asks her out on a date, shows up late, and then tries to make a sexual move on her, in front of other guys.  She aggressively rejects his advance, to which he replies with verbal aggression.  Marcus never seems to show remorse, lacks integrity to the end, and even frames Clay for drugs, by planting them on him.  He never becomes a likeable character.


Reason seven is a guy named Zach (Ross Butler) who tries to pick up the pieces where Marcus left Hannah.  Zach later tries to ask her out, but did not choose his words well.   Hannah assumes the worst about him and very publicly rejects him, which embarrasses him.  This is partially on Hannah, but she doesn’t see it that way.  In a class that Hannah and Zach share, the students write kind notes to each other, and put them in boxes within the classroom.  These kind notes helped encourage Hannah, until Zach decided that he would steal all of Hannah’s notes, thereby depriving her of her one source of encouragement.  Zach comes to deeply regret his actions, with genuine remorse, honesty, and decency.  He messed up, but was ultimately a likeable character.


Reason eight is a guy named Ryan (Tommy Dorfman) who is a classmate of Hannah’s who also took a poetry class with her, outside of school.  Ryan plays a strong role with the school magazine, and published a personal poem of Hannah’s without Hannah’s permission, thereby violating a trust that Hannah had with him.  Ryan comes across as snobbish and unrepentant, never being a likeable character.


Reason nine is Justin, once again.  At this point in the story, Justin is dating Jessica.  There is a party at Jessica’s house.  Hannah ends up in a closet, and becomes an eye witness to Jessica getting raped by another guy named Bryce (Justin Prentice), while Justin fails to do enough to protect Jessica from this situation.  The scene is not overtly graphic, and includes quick cuts.  Nevertheless, it can be a very difficult scene for some viewers to take, due to the subject matter, so caution is advised for episode nine.


Reason ten is a girl named Sheri (Ajionda Alexus) who is likeable from the start, and all throughout, with the exception of one, quite literally fatal mistake that she made, while driving Hannah home from that party.  She crashes into a stop sign and knocks it over without damaging her car, fails to report it, and leaves Hannah at the roadside when Hannah insists that she report it.  Another classmate, a likeable character named Jeff (Brandon Larracuente) gets into an accident at that intersection and dies, the other aforementioned friend of Clay’s who ends up dead.  Sheri initially is in denial that her actions are responsible for Jeff’s death.  That is a normal and totally understandable human reaction.  Sheri eventually accepts responsibility, feels deep regret and eventually reports what she has done to 9.1.1.  She even helps the other people who were involved in the accident, but survived.  The show does not reveal the outcome for her.


Jeff was a likeable character during the flashback scenes in which he appeared.  He had been like a mentor to Clay, trying to encourage him to more aggressively, yet respectfully, pursue Hannah, romantically.  Clay meanwhile tutored Jeff, academically.


Reason eleven is Clay, but on this one, Hannah assumes personal responsibility.  At that same party, Clay and Hannah eventually started making out, in a bedroom.  Hannah suddenly pictures every guy she had been in any way involved with before, falsely attributes their personalities to Clay, and tells Clay to stop and leave, Clay not understanding what he did wrong.  Clay leaves, and then Hannah hides in the closet when Justin and Jessica enter the room, hence the background to the start of her night.  Hannah realizes she blew her chance with a guy who truly liked her.  Clay was dismissive of her afterwards, understandably, yet something he deeply regrets, after Hannah’s suicide.  Clay wishes he didn’t leave the room, and that he had told her how he truly felt about her, that night, feeling that she would still be alive, had he said that.  An alternate scene plays in Clay’s mind, he reacting in the way he wishes he did.  Personally, however, I feel that Clay acted the way he needed to.  When a girl aggressively tells a guy to leave, he needs to leave, even if he doesn’t feel like he has done anything wrong.


Reason twelve is Bryce.  He rapes Hannah in a scene that is far more graphic than the scene involving Jessica.  This takes place in a hot tub, at a party.  Clay, upon hearing the tape, goes over to Bryce’s house, having wired himself, and manages to get somewhat of a confession out of Bryce, which becomes side B to Hannah's seventh tape.  Bryce is obviously never a likeable or remorseful character.


Reason thirteen is Kevin Porter (Derek Luke), Hannah’s guidance counselor.  At this point, Hannah had recorded the first twelve tape sides and then decided to seek help, from her school guidance counselor, Kevin Porter.  Hannah implied that she was suicidal, and implied that she was raped, but would not reveal the rapist’s name, out of fear of further retaliation.  When Kevin told her that if she is not willing to reveal the name, another option she had was to move on, she disgustedly walked out of his office, hoping that he would follow her out, but he didn’t.  Clay never gave the tapes to Bryce.  He skips over Bryce and gives the tapes straight to reason thirteen, Kevin Porter, along with tape 7, side B which was Bryce’s confession obtained by Clay.  Episode thirteen includes the very graphic scene of Hannah sitting in her bathtub, with a shirt on, and gashing her arms with a razor.  This scene contains a lot of blood and is not for the faint of heart.


Hannah’s parents are never portrayed in a negative way, which is a huge plus to the show, showing that these type of things can happen to children of loving, responsible, and involved parents. 


There are several other characters of significance, as well.  Most notably is Tony (Christian Navarro), a rather mysterious character, but the one who Hannah trusted with a back-up copy of the tapes, and the responsibility of giving the originals to Justin, to start the whole thing going.  Tony became like a mentor to Clay, as Clay went through the tapes.  Tony was likeable at times, but annoying at other times.  Tony was insistent that things be done the way Hannah wanted them done, but eventually (major spoiler) comes around, shows remorse for his own poor judgment call, and places the contents of the tapes, including the one Clay recorded, on the equivalent of a flash drive which he chooses to give to Hannah’s parents.


There is a character named Montgomery (Timothy Granaderos) who is the stereotypical bully, really the only stereotyped one-dimensional character in the entire show.  He is surprisingly not listed as one of the thirteen reasons, even though he was largely responsible for Courtney’s lie about the reason behind her behavior with Hannah.  Montgomery never becomes likeable at all.  At one point, he gets into a serious fight with Alex, which Montgomery unfortunately wins, at least in terms of who hurts who more.


The final character worthy of mention is Skye (Sosie Bacon, yes Kevin and Kyra’s daughter) who is highly likeable from her first appearance.  She is somewhat of a social outcast, but comes across as approachable, from a “nice guy” perspective, like she wouldn’t be too stuck up to give you the time of day.  She is a cutter, which is merely glanced over in the show, a serious issue impacting many teen girls, an issue that will hopefully be addressed responsibly with more detail in the next season.  Skye was a childhood friend of Clay’s, but their relationship was strained throughout high school, until the very end when Clay, after realizing how he messed up with Hannah, reaches out to Skye, asking her to hang out, which she accepts.  While there is no indication of romance between Clay and Skye, the possibility is definitely open for Season Two.


While THIRTEEN REASONS WHY is definitely not for everyone, and I respect parent decisions to not expose their children to the show, I personally feel that there are some powerful statements made about how teenagers treat each other, and what the end results can be.  Kindness and decency are ultimately extolled amidst the violence and often excessive, yet all too realistic use of cuss words.  We see how one guy harming a girl’s reputation leads to a string of events that eventually leads to her making the free choice to take her own life.  We see technology’s role in Hannah’s demise.  The show is a lot to take in.  While some people believe it could lead to the glamorization of suicide, I believe the messages, if adhered to by bullies, or potential bullies, could help save lives.  If you want to see something emotionally intense, THIRTEEN REASONS WHY is worth your time.